its been almost four months since I noticed this guy. this guy who captivates my heart. Seeing him at school is one of the biggest thing I always look up to everyday. I just realized that this is it, i have a big crush on him. every time he walks by, i always want to see him. time stops every time our eyes met. its such a wonderful feeling. its in-explainable because its beyond words. that feeling when you wanted to meet him personally, talk to him, be his friend and of course be called as officially mine. BUT, i guess he is not thinking the same way as i do. whenever he's around, i feel like he hates me, he doesnt want to be attached with me. and it makes my heart fall to pieces. That's why everyday im trying my very best not to think about him anymore. because i know this feeling will not lead me to something i expected. :'(
